Had two hospital appointments yesterday, the first with the lung oncology dept at Greenlane Hospital. I have now been transferred out of their care to my GP and Hospice as there is nothing else they can do for me. I am terminal and as advised back in January only have months to live. Even though I knew this it has really hit home now. I am just praying that it will be relatively pain free.
I am so sorry my family will have to cope with all of this. I know it is hard for them now and will get even harder. I just hope they know how much I appreciate and love them for all they are doing.
I am not going to gloss over what is happening and how I am feeling. I am still me and hopefully in a day or two I can think more positively and enjoy what life has to offer on a day to day basis.
My second appointment yesterday was at Auckland Acute Oncology where I had another bone infusion to relieve some of the pain. I will still get pain relief.
A great big thank you to all my wonderful supportive friends whom I couldn't do without.
xx Judy
